I want to die 😜

There where days when I just want to leave the world because I don’t see anything in the future! 😞 There where times I don't know how to eat and work!

What? Life is a game in which you always lose, Jesus wins -whether you choose to live or die.

My looks? My eyes? My lips? and My nose? makes me feel disgusted. My whole being is thrown away, and I want to be invisible for no reason. 

Worse, hell was my condition. Thirsty, hungry for love. No hands, no feet, nothing to do but to cry out and beg for mercy 😟😢. 

It is more sadden. Even though the water is full and overflowing, even if the feast at the table is a feast, it cannot contain my sadness.

Life seems to be tormented. Something will come and go. You have trust but eventually you will be disappointed. You will love them wholeheartedly, but they'll leave you. 

You will give everything but you will be left in tears, naked and empty.

Dear Self, 

At the point of your life in this world, in the state that you are right now, -He encourages you to follow Him because life is meaningless. If we do not learn to obey His commandments we will remain in difficulty. 

I forgive you. I love you. Life is meaningless. 

To all the people out their, I encourage you to accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Amen! 

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